Monday, October 1, 2007
to life in me, because it speaks of you.
Its reasoning about love’s so sweet and true,
the heart is conquered, and accepts these things.
‘Who is this’ the mind enquires of the heart,
‘who comes here to seduce our intellect?
Is his power so great we must reject
every other intellectual art?
The heart replies ‘O, meditative mind
this is love’s messenger and newly sent
to bring me all Love’s words and desires.
His life, and all the strength that he can find,
from her sweet eyes are mercifully lent,
who feels compassion for our inner fires.’
All on a gleaming day.
The day was filled with sunshine,
And the land was full of May.
A golden bird was singing
Its melody divine,
I found you and I loved you,
And all the world was mine.
I found you and I lost you,
All on a golden day,
But when I dream of you, dear,
It is always brimming May.
And hopeless at the helm may droop the weak and weary hand,
Yet ever--ever to the West, for there the coast must lie,
And dim it dawns, and glimmering dawns before thy reason's eye;
Yea, trust the guiding God--and go along the floating grave,
Though hid till now--yet now behold the New World o'er the wave!
With genius Nature ever stands in solemn union still,
And ever what the one foretells the other shall fulfil.
which safely exists in the center of all things?
His giant heartbeat is diverted in us
into little pulses. And his giant grief
is, like his giant jubilation, far too
great for us. And so we tear ourselves away
from him time after time, remaining only
mouths. But unexepectedly and secretly
the giant heartbeat enters our being,
so that we scream ----,
and are transformed in being and in countenance.
It climbs toward evening from the ocean plains;
from flat places, rolling and remote, it climbs
to heaven, which is its old abode.
And only when leaving heaven drops upon the city.
It rains down on us in those twittering
hours when the streets turn their faces to the dawn,
and when two bodies who have found nothing,
dissapointed and depressed, roll over;
and when two people who despise eachother
have to sleep together in one bed-
that is when loneliness receives the rivers...
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep--while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?
Empty as a gravestone;
I never thought it would be so bitter
To be alone,
Not to lie down asleep in your hair.
I lie alone in a silent house,
The hanging lamp darkened,
And gently stretch out my hands
To gather in yours,
And softly press my warm mouth
Toward you, and kiss myself, exhausted and weak-
Then suddenly I'm awake
And all around me the cold night grows still.
The star in the window shines clearly-
Where is your blond hair,
Where your sweet mouth?
Now I drink pain in every delight
And poison in every wine;
I never knew it would be so bitter
To be alone,
Alone, without you.
ignore the tides and waves
dropping you against a sheer cliff
here the sea makes the rules
you have to climb the headlands
stumble cross numerous hidden streams
enter a cocoon of fog or follow animal
tracks through moss and sand
find solitude in a whale's jaw bone
or a kind of bird you've never before seen
above sea stacks geese ribbon
toward the horizon of a curdled sky
eagles hit updrafts and glide
on twenty foot waves of air like surfers
gulls fake the maneuvers
where sky hunkers behind thick clouds
streaked like children's fingerprints
whales hump in perfect arcs
sound and spume five perfect spouts
we two imperfect once called each other lovers
now we barely move in the sludge of aftermath
while you clamber along rocks
surefooted and bound for adventure
I sit, feet planted firmly on sand
streaking my legs clean up to scars
marking every ocean I've encountered
from Indian to the Aegean and my ankles
pulse with the various tides
Colleen J. McElroy
- THIS mad carnival of loving,
- This wild orgy of the flesh,
- Ends at last and we two, sobered,
- Look at one another, yawning.
- Emptied the inflaming cup
- That was filled with sensuous potions,
- Foaming, almost running over--
- Emptied is the flaming cup.
- All the violins are silent
- That impelled our feet to dancing,
- To the giddy dance of passion--
- Silent are the violins.
- All the lanterns now are darkened
- That once poured their streaming brilliance
- On the masquerades and murmurs--
- Darkened now are all the lanterns.
- LOVE this white and slender body,
- These limbs that answer Love's caresses,
- Passionate eyes, and forehead covered
- With heavy waves of thick, black tresses.
- You are the very one I've searched for
- In many lands, in every weather.
- You are my sort; you understand me;
- As equals we can talk together.
- In me you've found the man you care for.
- And, for a while, you'll richly pay me
- With kindness, kisses and endearments--
- And then, as usual, you'll betray me.















